I'm such a boring person to talk to on messenger I swear and I don't know why. I guess it's okay sometimes, but I have to be in the mood for chat or else I'll be one of those people that you're like..."oh gosh...say something cool already!" I mean, I like talking to people and all, but I hardly ever sign on because 1)work 2)school 3)I'm too busy with other things hah hah
do you guys like to go on messenger?
and there is an anonymous follower on my page...I'd like to know who it is

and I'm debating whether I should put this picture up on DA or not....tis a battle going on inside of me at the moment...

Etiquetas: boys, devil may Cry, DMC

I feel horrible actually, and I don't know why I don't sound more enthusiastic these days. Sometimes I just feel like all the energy and motivation is wiped out of me, and sometimes I feel like I want to go back to my old bad habits. The habits that nearly caused my death and I don't know why I feel this way, but a part of me still feels like it's missing something.

They asked me to stay until 10 o clock today at work and I refused it actually. I don't even know why I refused it. I need the money, and my best friend was working there. I felt horrible for abandoning them like that because I know that if it were me, I wouldn't have wanted someone to do that and I know how it feels actually when someone doesn't stay. It feels horrible! So yeah, I pretty much feel like a monster at this point and I am trying to push my regret behind me because there is nothing I can really do...but...you know.

Etiquetas: boy, boys, sketch, work

My friend Juan lent me the boxed set of The Office and it's sad because I haven't even had the chance to watch it yet. I know I could have watched it today, but there has been so much company and everyone keeps shouting, I just want the noise to stop already. Sometimes I can't even handle it and my heart starts racing and my mind feels like it is going to explode and I can't even concentrate anymore because all I want to do is scream. Like, right now for instance. The TV is blasting and everyone keeps shouting over each other and the noise just.won't.stop.