I feel horrible actually, and I don't know why I don't sound more enthusiastic these days. Sometimes I just feel like all the energy and motivation is wiped out of me, and sometimes I feel like I want to go back to my old bad habits. The habits that nearly caused my death and I don't know why I feel this way, but a part of me still feels like it's missing something.
They asked me to stay until 10 o clock today at work and I refused it actually. I don't even know why I refused it. I need the money, and my best friend was working there. I felt horrible for abandoning them like that because I know that if it were me, I wouldn't have wanted someone to do that and I know how it feels actually when someone doesn't stay. It feels horrible! So yeah, I pretty much feel like a monster at this point and I am trying to push my regret behind me because there is nothing I can really do...but...you know.
Etiquetas: boy, boys, sketch, work
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